I had an interesting weekend with my baby... I love u b.. Jus wait for my suprise.. Now to the most upsetting part... My hp got washed in the washing machine!!! Yep its totally a gonner now.. sob sob. This makes it the 2nd time.. Its so upsetting.. Now i cant even contact anyone..

Haiz things are jus goin bad for me now.. I need to get it together.. i am falling apart.. DO u know how much it hurts when u r unable to spend wat u've planned for tat special evening with your loved one.. Once again i am a disappointment.. The empty feeling u get when someone pass u a present and u dun have anything to exchange it with.. and wats worst u have to thicken ur skin and accept the gift..

Dunno how i could overcome tat awkwardness..

Its also sad tat i can never get a hold of my money... why is it always dries up when its like one or 2 weeks away from my pay day.. Haiz..How can anyone possibly be in love with this loser.. How...

Now i need to shed off some pounds... to be exact 6kg need to be losen.. Well now tat so many bad things have happen.. it would be easy to have no mood to eat..i am goin to starve myself... At this moment.. i hate myself. loser loser loser loser!!!!!y dun i jus get into an accident and die....