Hmm guess u've heard i found a job at last.. There is so many things tat i dun like but this time ard i am going to look it in a different perspective..

I am gonna try to commit to this job for a yr.. If by then i cant take it then i guess its not meant to be to work there..For the past 3 days it was pretty boring. I am under the mac os x team.. Man most of my teamates are so boring.. Lucky 2 of my seniors who i am under are lively.. If not i would die of boredom..

Oh well lets look on the bright side its FRIDAY!!! he he meaning weekend is jus ard the corner,..Hmm wat should i do and go???

Man.. This weight of mine is bothering me a lot. For the past few days i had nothing but junk food. Jus starve myself with fried food and all.. I keep saying i wanna go on a diet but i dun think i am following the regime. I was too lenient on myself huh.

Oh well i wont give up until i shed some kg. So i am really going to abide by a strict strict diet. Starting from tomorrow. I am going to refrain from having more than 1 meal a day and less water to drink.. I would wan to start jogging but i hate to do exercises. So its down to strict diet and disciplinary.

I did it b4 and i am going to do it again.. Jus hope i can manage thru it... Really wanna loose the kg..Till then i wont have much confident in my appearance..

Yesterday was my first and the last time i would be working in banquet.. Well actually its an easy job to earn extra cash but one thing abt it we r required to serve wine and beers and not to mention the non halal dishes.. That is jus something my brother and mom are against off. Its like the same as u earning a "non halal" income..

And they dun want to pay for the sins if i do.. Haiz they r pious bunch and i dun want to inflict anymore burdens to them more than i already did..

And i respect tat.. So now i jus have to pray i get thru the 2nd interview this coming monday as "Trainee Technical Specialist." Really hope the engineers wont ask me tough questions. Cos the last time i got these few technical questions which blew my chances of getting the job..

Its raining heavily here and its a Sat.. Wat am i doing here at home.. The boredom is killing me slowly..

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Did'nt do anything much today.. Woke up and did my daily routine and switch on the tv to watch Debbie Travis Facelift show. The show is all about designing houses so cool. So my kind of taste.

Went down to the clinic for a while jus now to get high blood pressure pills for my mom and when i wanted to get back it started to rain!! Well like i always do. I walk in the rain slowly. Somehow it has a calming effect on me. Walking in the rain has never been sweeter..

Got another call today from this company called T-est. Not bad now i have 2 interview tml one in the morning and the other at 230. The first interview is abt software and hardware testing sounds interesting and the other is Administrative Executive. I will give my best shot. I try not to be nervous. True i dunno wat kind of questions they are going to bombard me but all i can do is be as honest answering them based on my experience.. Tats all i can offer.. My commitment and an open mind to learn new things to further upgrade myself both knowledgeably as well as experience..

All the best Zaid Sulaiaman..

Aku tak tahu mengapa aku sgt sgt emosi.. Apakah yg aku mahu..Setiap kali aku menatap gambar - gambarku aku rasa hampa.. Hampa melihat diriku sendiri.. Aku sepatutnya bersyukur dgn apa yg diberi tapi kenapa setiap kali aku melihat gambar ku sendiri aku rasa ada jer yg tak kena..

Mulainya esok aku akan mulakan diet ku.. Gilakah aku..Entahla aku pun tak tahu..Aku akan memberi diriku 3 minggu untuk mengurangkan berat badanku... Walauapa pun yg jadi aku tak akan makan lebih dari satu kali sehari..

Well V-Day was jus over an hr ago.. Though i dont really celebrate it but if i have a chance and the money i guess i would love to make a candle lit dinner by the sea and a night filled with clear sky and stars with occasionally sea breeze..

Tat would be the most romantic get away for me. Ha Ha Anyway i guess its because of the V-day i dressed up to the nines.. Dunno if it was overly dressed cos i got plenty of attention from passer by though. Oh well like a proverb once said ugly ppl always need to dress up so tat they would look presentable. ha ha

So there u go. Guess i was presentable today tats why ppl notice me. Gave Murni a surprise by coming into her shop and giving her a stalk of rose. he he

Should see the expression on her face it was priceless man tat put a smile on my face.. After tat we head down to Clementi Mc and had our late supper and man.. i think i am sufferring from eating disorder. One moment i have no mood to eat and on the other i was like gobbling down fries and big mac like there is no tomorrow. Now i feel so bloated. I so need a diet regime badly..
Man.. i have to start tml with one meal a day and 2 glasses of water..

Daku mulakan hari ku ini dgn berjumpa kawan ku Shahdan kerna ingin mendaftarkan diri untuk bekerja di banquet Mandarin Hotel yg terletak Bersebelahan Cineleisure. Entah kenapa hatiku degap degup seolah-olah hendak meletup padahal kami telah melalui latihan hari sebelumnya.
Difikiran ku aku bimbang bahwa bolehkah aku melalui rintangan bekerja di banquet. Hatiku sungguh resah. Nati pada jam 10.30 pagi aku ada interview di daerah bukit merah. Anehnya aku masih belum tidur lagi.. Entah la ada la tu yg tak kena. Hatiku gelisah entah kenapa..
Walaubagaimanpun tadi setelah selesai mendaftar kan diri dan melalui inject typhoid kami beredar ke pantai East Coast. dpt juga aku tenangkan fikiran ku. Melihat awan berarak mengenangkan aku bahawa kuatnya kuasa Allah.. Sungguh menakjubkan..Duduk di atas batu itu seolah - olah membawaku ke alam lain. Alam yg sungguh tenang sehinggakan aku memetik beberapa gambar langit serta alam sekitarnya..

Sampai di sini saja lamaran ku malam ini. Sehingga ketemu di hari lain..

Ok i start my day today with a bad mood.. Zara called up to settle some discrepancy...Di pendekan cerita me jumpa kawan lama sha sha kat McCafe nak pass some stufff kat dia. Duduk berborak borak ngan dia dna Hilmi. Kemudian nya Huda pulak turun and jumpa kiter orang. Best la lepak cam gituk. Rasa-rasa dah berkurun sejak kiter oran glepak cam gituk.

Lepas makan jer kat Long John Silver kat Lido me,Huda dan tak lupa Hilmi jalan jalan kat Topman. Ish betul la me pantang nampak benda.. Lain kali card nak kena disembunyikan. Nampak satu v neck tee kaler kuning cair lawa giler so lepas try berkali kali hati ni pun belik. Ish gaji tinggal berapa jer tapi belanja macam duit tu air. Ni can do kena budget from now on.

Sedihnya Hilmi kena balik rumah kerna dia kena pergi apa seminat tah kat sekolah adiknya... Tinggalah aku dah Huda. APa lagi la kiter jalan jalan kat City hall suntec. Oh ya org nari ramai seh. Bderduyun duyun seh rimas dibuatnya. Dah tu Khai lak join kiter orang. Kiter jalan jalan kejap lepas tu duduk kat Pacific Cofee makan strawberry cheese cake yummy,

Ok la pendek kan citer kiter org jumpa murni and went home.. he he tu la dia agenda untuk hariku nari.

Tu lah dia gambar gambar yg dipetik oleh ku semasa di Pesta Chingay. Sememangnya bila sampai jer ke tempat destinasi iaitu Orchard Rd, di sempadan kaki lima tu dikerumun ngan pelbagai jenis manusia.Macam Macam karenah dpt dilihat. Ada yg terjengkik jengkik nak lihat kat acara itu. Ada juga yg menjunjung anak mereka di atas bahu mereka. Alangkah seronoknya kalau aku di dlm situasi bergitu. he he tak payah susah payah jengkek. Oh ya aku tiba di sana dlm kul 7 maklum lah gara gara tak baca surat khabar jadi aku tak tahu yg jalan menghala ke Orchard Rd ditutup. Jadi dgn semangat berkobar kobar aku naik la bus 106. Tak sabar untuk menjumpa kawan. Disangkakan bus tu berhenti di Orchard. Nasib baik kawan ku shook msg ku dan beritahu bahawa tiada bus yg akan lalu di Orchard jadi dgn lincah kaduk aku pun turun di Grange Rd dan jalan kaki ke Orchard mrt station. Nasib baik sampai tak lambat sgt. Fai, Shook dan Is tgh tunggu dekat kaki tangga. Sampai jer sana kena tunggu lagi seorang kawan yak itu tak lain dan tak bukan Azuwa bebeh!.

Pendek kan citer, oleh kerana kiter tak dpt lihat sgt acara chingay tu kiter orang punu beredar ke cineleisure dan makan di Long John Silver kali ini ditambah lagi dgn kehadiran 2 kawan IS . Lepas tu kiter orang patah balik melihat pesta Chingay yg seronoknya lepas pesta tu mereka ada kan dance party beramai - ramai di jalan raya yg tertuttup tu. Sungguh seronok! Macam macam gaya ku lihat ada yg joget macam ada ulat di dalam seluar ada yg joget tangan mengapai ngapai kelangit eh macam macam la. Kiter org pun apa lagi disaat pertengahan semua org mula berdansa.. Ish best la kalau ada peluang nak pergi lagi la. Tu la dia apa yg berlaku padaku semalam... sampai di hari lain.

Ceremony of "Cukur Rambut" For Nuradawiyah



Ok first thing first last Sunday aka CNY Day 1 went over to my cousin's place at Bukit gombak cos got "Cukur Rambut" for her first child NurAdawiyah. She is 3 mths old.

Well the ceremony started at 11 but i went there late with mom. It was great to see the rest of my relatives again.. Stayed there till ard 5 plus and headed home Uncle Yan send us back home.

The next day my cousin called me up and we had a small family gathering. they fetched me and we headed to Beach Rd to eat first before heading to Marina Square to play bowling.

Man it was so crowded.It jus strucked me dun these Chinese have a celebration to celebrate? Houses to visit, oranges to xchange but no.. they had to crowd the malls. Everywhere we go we see them. It was rather annoying actually. Wats becoming of the Chinese races in Singapore they dun really celebrate their New Year.. Personally i think they r jus making use of the public holiday more..

Anyway had 3 rounds of bowling. Must say been a while since went for bowling. My cousin Aki taught me the right way to throw the ball properly. Thanks to him i had a couple of strikes and an average of score 140 pts per game.

After tat we wanted to have dinner nearby Marina there but it was already crowded by the Chinese ppl. Dun mean to be rascist but jus feel annoyed la. So in the end we had take aways and headed to West Coast oh ya before we left There were a display of fire works.. The feeling was magical. So beautiful.