Staying at hme today and its a sat.. Not tat i dun wan to go out jus tat not enough to go out..Man.. anticipating my first pay is so heart wrenching.. In the meantime guess i should jus rot at home..

Have u ever wondered the meaning of havin real frens. Wats the meanin of Real Frens anyway? A fren should help out each other and always keep up with each other not only be there for the gd times but for bad times as well..How many times have we come across situation like u r in need of help but once u share it with ur frens they change the topic and talk abt something else instead or themselves.. Annoying right.

Guess there is not such thing as real frens huh.. Mostly are jus using each other for some selfish reasons whenever they feel lonely.. Using each other as an excuese so as not to be left out in tis world.. Annoying..

Tat apart.. Haiz i am jus bothered abt some stuff..First of all abt my cousin's issue. My closest cousin to be precise..Back then she was really in a desperate spot. And there is this fast way of making money tat is to use a person's name to buy handphones
u'll get paid by the no of lines u contract urself too.

So out of pityness i helped her.. And she promised once she sell her house which she eventually did she would terminate the no of lines tat she uses my name to buy. She terminated the lines but she never pay off the termination fees.. And tis is wat bothers me. The whole amt rise up to 1700.. And i have to pay it off monthly 300 bucks.. I feel sad.. My first pay i get i will have to set aside 300 jus to pay off tat bill.. It feels so unfair y should i be the one paying it. She should have settle the bill when she sold her house but no... she splurge the money out and now she is not only making herself in a deep shit but dragging me as well..

I have so many plans.. so many things i want to do but now i have to put my ideas to a halt..I wanted to enrol myself and get a motor license. i wanna get tat someone a nice present. a psp perhaps. i want to splurge on myself a bit.. but now...everything is screwed.. totally screwed.. I hate tis. i hate it!!

Ok la nak ikutkan dah lama juga tak nampak Nisa,Is dah Shook terutama sekali Nisa. Rindu serindunya kat dia seh. Rindu dgn senyuman dia, kegilaan dia dan apa apa yg sewaktu dgn nya. Walaupun kiter org tgh budget namun dpt juga menghiburkan hati masing masing. Seronok la. Dari Orchard berjalan jalan kiter turun ker far east than lepas tu ke cityhall esplanade sampaila ke marina promenade.

Ramai seh org semalam fuuyo tol nyer ribut. Lagi lagi ngan mat mat and minah minah. So cut story short kiter duk bersantai di tepi laut. Dilamun bak angin sepoi sepoi sambil mendengar lagu sungguh mentenangkan fikiran. Haiz alangkah seronok nya kalau tiap tiap minggu berkumpul sebegini.. K la ni dia gambar gambar yg dipetik oleh cameraman kiter Shook dan Nisa bebeh.

Lets see its been quite sometime since i started work.. I am thankful for tat opportunity. U know we r human afterall and there is alwats somethings tat jus we dun like but tat does'nt mean we should follow wat we want. Its not always right to follow ur heart. So i am not going to. I am trying my best to like the job. Going to make a point to stay there for as long as i can.. lets say a yr plus and hope i can grow there..

The job really takes a toll on me sometimes. Despite i have to face the comp most of the time. I am so gonna get something for my eyes.. If not i would go blind one day..Oh well this is a new beginning for me so i am gonna make a good start.

Tat aside my peers are ok with me jus tat one of them really annoys me sometimes. The way she act towards any questioned asked to her jus makes my blood boil. Its so annoying on how she reacts. And the other teams i dunno la they r trying to get to know me but i am sure they r mocking me. Maybe i am the only one who stands out there.. With my appearance and sense of dressing. Watever it is they r not going to get to me. Jus tat if they r nice to me i would be nice to them and if they step on my live wire trust me i am not goin to go easy...