ok first thing first! U got a job!! At zara! I AM HAPPY and at the same time really really tired.. The job at first was boring but after a while its not tat bad.. I jus cant stand the uniform.. i mean guys have to wear black pants and shoes.. its like so formal.. I was so looking forward to have a slack dress code..

Oh well.. i am suppose to be sleeping but i guess let me update a little. Its been a while since my last update.. Well the colleagues over there in my section are not bad.. Can make frens except for one chinese lady called eve who would be promoted to an assist manager. I find her amature as in like she does'nt knows much but she is pretends as if she knows. my other colleague is far more experience than her and she is called siti. Quite pretty too..

One thing i dread abt working there beside the uniform is when i have to go for break.. cos i am alone and i hate to be alone.. Heck Great World is like so far from the normal route as in like orchard so convenient.. Seriously i dunno how long i would be working there.. Was already thinking in my mind to begin looking for a more better job next year. If possible i would want to apply working in the office. At least its 9-6 and 5 days work. And i can have my weekends.. Tats more of a stable working life..

Ok la tats abt it tonite. I will try to keep on updating as frequently with my life. Till then peace out!

PS. U know who u r.. i jus wanna say no matter wat happens i would try to make u happy k.. Even if it cost my dear life i would. Watashiwa Aishteru..

i've been having this prob for quite sometimes now.. I need a job badly.. I need to earn the money to pay off my outstanding hp bill.. I recieved the final notice..Haiz there is nothing i can do abt it.. worst come to worst if i am evicted into court then i guess i have no choice but to go thru it..

Haiz.. if only i am working now.. i feel sad... helpless... broke... Ask help from my brother? well he would never help. He is so called trying to teach me the hardship of life as if i dunno anything abt it. As if i am not going thru wat he is going thru. Sometimes i jus wish he come to his senses and open up his eyes and observe wats going with me and mum..

We r crying out in silence.. especially me.. i am suffering in silence.. Wat can i do now... No one will understand me.. no one will know wat i actually am facing now.. I know i cant run away and i am not... i am facing it actually.. Its jus a matter of time.. Its like a criminal who is charged with life sentence awaiting his death sentence...

If only i have a job.... I am a dead man walking...

Before i began these are the pics taken today before and after the interview.

Could'nt make up my mind wat to wear so i settle with this shirt and a tie. looks like a sch kid. ha ha




Ok today i recieved a call from Zara asking me to come for the 2nd interview.. I was ecstatic when i got the news! Cos it never come across my mind i would be given a 2nd interview. So i went there at Great World with Hilmi accompanying me. Thanks buddy. really appreciated ur company. Dunno wats wrong la with me but even Hilmi notice it everyone keeps looking at my direction.. My only idea was could it be my dressing or my high cut shoes or my fly is open cos seems like all eyes were on us. Felt awkward really. Got to the Shop at 2 half an hr early than the required time.

Was really nervous cos i've been really wanting to try the retail line. As many of my frens have noticed i love to dress up.. i wanted to be a designer one day even if i cant be one a fashion consultan would be cool. And wat's best than to work as a retail executive . I really give my fuul shot during the interview. The manager really talks alot and was kinda impress by my sense of style and my punctuality but then i shall not put my hopes high,,

The interview sounded promising. He even asked for my hp no eventhough i told him its low prepaid value meaning i can only recieve calls.. Nevertheless i dun wanna argue cos i was in no position for tat. So there we were in the interview room and he ask me all sort of questions like of all the candidate he gonna choose why he should choose me so i said eventhough i may not have much experience in this line but i am a very dedicated person, i've always have flair for fashion and i would like to put my skills to test. and wats best way to implement tat by working in the retail line. moreover i dun mind working long hours cos i've worked with ikea for 14 hrs or so even.and i am willing to do wat it takes to learn the ropes to be a good executive.. man i hope tat answers give me some points.. lets jus hope the hr calls me up later cos tats wat he said.. if i am selected he would ask his hr to call me up.. even i dun get it i guess i did my best and i would try again somewhere... i gotta og to sleep now.. i am getting so sleeepy.. peace out..

Kalau nak tahu inilah Mak enon Liyana.. Tul nyer vainpot!

Ahmad tgh pose tanda nya tgh bosan tu

Gara gara nak buang masa nak tunggu show. Sempat ambik gambar ..

Ni dia si kecik kecik cili padi. Ligat semacam yg klakar hafal lak lagu chicken little yg cute tu!

Ni lagi dua ekor.. Kononya nak tiru mcm chicken little. cute

Ok mata sebenarnya dah kelat ni.. Terkebil kebil pun ada.. Tapi tak apa. Smgt nak update masih ada.. Tadi aku keluar bersama kakak Mas dan anak anaknya, haiqal,Masniliyana dah Ahmad Hilmi dan tak juga abg ku Nazri, Tujuan sebenar adalah untuk temankan abg ku beli hp baru tapi apakan daya nasib dia malang hp Motorola Razr out of stock la.. Kecian dia hampa.

Namun smgt shopping masih kekal. Dah penat jln ke hulu dan ke hilir akhirnya kami bercadang untuk baduk kat sakura kat Far East Plaza. Yg kelakarnya kami lupa mana sakura terletak jadi macam rusa masuk kampung la dibuatnya cari macam nak rak akhirnya jumpa jugak kat tingkat lima bersebelahan dgn escalator.. Ha ha macam macam karenah mana nak layan si Hilmi tak abis abis nak beli toys Mask rider.. sampai bergolek golek kat lantai. Fuyuu nasib baik aku ni fofular ngan kanak kanak dpt juga aku khayalkan dia dgn jln jln sementara itu ibunya mencari seluar unutk anaknya Haiqal kat 77th St.

Dah sedap jln jln tertiba abgku kata apek ciner tv nak dtg umah antar tv so terpaksa la kiter belah. Tapi oleh kerna hyqal dan liyana nak tgk wayang ibunya suruh kami bertiga go head do stan la. Apa lagik kiter org pun kecoh ah mulanya dari Lido check ada citer Aeon flux tapi aisey bedah dah terlepas. Oleh kerana tak nak hampakan budak budak tu kiter beredar lak ker cineleisure.. Lagi sakit hati citer semua ada nc 16 ah.. dorang baru jer 9 and 11 yr old seh.. hmm tak tahu apa aku nak buat akhirnya aku cadang beli paper tgk movie listings. Nasib dorang baik ada Aeon flux kat Plaza Singapura. Tapi show kul 850 dan jam tgn baru kul 630..

So cara nak buang masa aku suruh makan dinner kat kfc lepas tu kiter jalan ke Ps dah sampai jer terus beli tiket and bawak dorang main arcade.. Ok la citer dier boleh tahan.. Sampai kesini la update ku, sebab mata dah high ni. Dah masa untuk jumpa cik Alice.. Slamats

The hunks and babes in my life membuka tirai..

Seperti biasa our top model ligat berposing nasib baik tak joget tiang!

Gambar inilah yg paling cute sekali perhatikan jari mereka Twist! cute gituk

Inilah brother and sisterly love! Caya sama korang ah.

Dan aku akhiri dgn gambar ku yg dipetik oleh Hudz bebeh! I feel u man babe!


Semalaman aku keluar mencari kerja.. Hariku bermula dgn kedatangan Shook kerna beliau ingin memuat turunkan citer skyhigh dari laptop ku ke laptop nyer namun cara yg kami dua cuba tidak berhasil. Jadi akhirnya aku burn saja citer tu dlm dvd format. Sememangnya aku,shook dan huda ingin keluar mencari kerja..Maklumlah dah tak tashan duk umah,..Jadi selepas sejam kami pun beredar mengahala ke Orchard untuk berjumpa dgn Huda bebeh.

Cut the story short kami mula cuba kat Zara. Kami di temuduga secara berkumpulan.. Cam gerek gituk.. Satu persatu memperkenalkan diri macam seolah-olah berada di hari pertama di sekola... Seronok seh,.Abis intervew jer kami pun beredar kali ni komplok kiter semakin membuak dgn kedatagan murni dan adiknya zaki serta fai. Apa lagikan kecoh la. Jln punya jln perut pun dah mula buat orchestra so apa lagik kiter pun gi baduk kat lido.. SAtu hari lepak sampai la kemalam hingga jam 9 lebih..

Untuk berberapa hari yg lepas, ramai yg dtg ke rumah ku. Diantaranya adalah sedara mara ku abg sopi dan abg hirman dan tak lupa juga kepada sahabat ku murni. Abg sedara ku datang untuk gunakan notebook ku untuk memuat turunkan lagu lagu nya ke dalam ipod video nya manakala Abg sopi lak hendak memuat turunkan lagu lagu nya ke dlam creative zen nyer lak. Ish kecoh dibuatnyna sampai tak leh tidur dibuatnya. Mana ke tidak dah nak masuk jam 4 pagi pun mereka masih memuat turunkan lagu masing masing. Jadi terpaksa la aku tidur di kamar ibuku..

Tapi seronok juga la melayan karenah masing masing kerna aku selalu sorang sorang dirumah jadi bila ada tetamu aku rasa gembira.. Hari yg kemudian lak murni dan abg fahmi dtg kerumah ku. Niat murni adalah untuk sampaikan lukisan yg dilukis oleh Ismail.. Dah terlanjur tu aku pun pelawa la dia lepak lepak dulu kerna penat dia jalan dari hantar adiknya Zaki ke nuh.

Apa lagi kan mak ku pun pulang terus ajak dia berbual. Sementara tu aku pun tolong menukarkan template blog nyer tetapi apakan daya bila dia pulang untuk melihat blog nyer semua nyer berterabuh..Aku rasa bersalah gituk..padahal hati ini ingin menolongnya.. Lepas tu lak abg fahmi talipon kata mintak pertolonganku burnkan lagu lagu kedalam cd..

Keesokan lak aku ada interview di bishan. Bangun pukul 8.30 pagi tetapi tetap lambat jugak. Mana ketidak sebab nak cari bangunan dier punya la susah.. Ianya tersembunyi di pertengahan rumah rumah terrace.. Akhirnya jumpa juga, berpeluh pelih dibuatnya. Sampai saja terus masuk bilik air untuk uruskan balik diriku supaya nampak tampan he he manalah thau leh pikat manager pompuan yg nak interview ku.. mintak mintak dpt la. kalau tak dpt tak apa cuba lagi.

Tadi aku keluar sekajap dan ziarah Azuwa di tempat kerja nya.. sempat ambik gambar pose pose. he he. kalau tak caya tgkla gambar dia yg cun melecun tu kat bawah.>>>>




K la me kena masuk tidur.. sok Shook dan huda nak dtg kiter carik kerja sesama..

Is Hall Of FaME....Below are the pics of my dear Fren Ismail...




I hope u get to read my blog before u go off..

Ok tis is wat i have to say..Is u r a great fren.
Ur the sun and the sand.
Being with u is like in a wonderland.
Never would i imagine we could bee frens..
U always set up those uniqe trends
That brown contact lense
And an attitude tat never fail to compliments..
U are an urban legend.
U jus reminded me of a children's Fav programe..Barney And Frens!

Last but not least U'll always be my best fren..

Sorry if the poem sounds funny i tried my best to make it simple... ha ha. Anyway U will always be in my mind k Is. jus try to take it as if u r going for a holiday,, A fit-ting holiday he he.. Kalau rindu sgt jus close ur eyes and tap ur feet confirm i will appear in ur dream muahaha! jus kidding. K la Is all the best! (",)

My one big happy family. well not all are seen. but u get the picture.
some of my family members. its the cutting cake time!
Some stuff during bbq nite.
My bro at the far left.
Last but not least the birtday cake!
First of all i had a great time at the chalet!!The best of all chalets we ever had annually. Let me elaborate more. Each yr we would make a birthday celebrations for the ppl born in nov and december at the chalet and i got the biggest suprise ever . I got the best present ever!! The one and only dreamed phone Sony ericsson walkman phone W550i the Swivel orange color phone! It got mp3 player so i dun need to fix my ipod now yay! It has a great sound speaker and videos and all new camera functions. Anyway enough abt tat. So at the chalet we went to the wild wild wet and i got picked up by one of the lady ha ha the one incharge of the station. so cute ha ha. The first day we began with bbq and the following day we had the birthday celebration.Altogether we rented 4 rooms that interconnected with each other. Kecoh giler.. Late nite chats and parolling and stuff..Below are more pics of my cousins and my bro.(The one in blue star wars shirt)

The Next Big Thang.

Me trying to look like a drug addict with the "high" eyes. so Wrong! lol

Feeling Sexy!

Yet again am the one not ready..

Dun mess with us! Ah beng citolo and Ah Lian of the moment

Back again... I cant sleep. Not with this dry cough tat i am having.. Been coughing non-stop feels like my lungs gonna burst.. Ha ha ha k tat might be exaggerating. But i cant possbily get to sleep not jus yet. Maybe after tis entry, Earlier on today one of my other cousin "Mamat" came over to place to transfer songs into his new Motorola Rocker Hp the one where u can listen to mp3s! Man how fortunate is tat and he is only 14 yr old! B4 him my other cousin "Haryati" came over to transfer songs to her newly bought Ipod Nano!!! And its in Black!! Wat I've been craving for! One by one my cousins are getting cool gadgets. How i wish i get tat opportunity.. Oh well i better get a job first then i can dream abt owning these stuff..

The day b4 met up with Huda and Shook and Is. We all planned to go for the Free To Move Dance Party at Fort Canning Hill. Well i was all geared up for tat. Were even dress up for it but when we got there the que was like so darn long. It would took an hr jus to get in. And to make things worst there are 3 checkpoints before we could really get into the part. So we told ourselves off to jus forget abt it and go somwhere else which we did. We walked to Esplanade and was invited but quite a crowd as there were perfomances there. We found a spot and sat and chit chat etc and yes more photo taking sessions. he he. I shall leave the pics below..

Its 3.37am wee hours in the morning...Listening to some J-songs at the moment.One song tat keep playing on my mind is Utada Hikaru and Hirai Ken.. Am trying to get back to my japanese touch once again..Been a while since i do tat.. I used to watch every japanese drama there is on tv but now i am beginning to slack off. Oh well at least i am still watching the japanese anime..

I dunno why i am still awake when i am suppose to get lots of rest. Thank God the flu has cured and so the running nose. But now i am stuck with dry cough..Oh well it beats blowing my nose off. Wat is on my mind now... I guess i am one complex person..

Cos i will never know wat i would do next.. But one thing for sure.. Whatever tat i decided to do i would always do it with 100% commitment. Cos i believe if u wanna do something might as well do it good..

Right now..I am listening to M-flo loves Yoshika "Let Go" Well when i am down this song would put me back on track... Am gonna fall asleep to this song.. Cos when i wake up i would feel all refresh again..Till then i would leave the lyric here..


Let Go by m-flo loves YOSHIKA
Romaji by: cori
CLICK HERE FOR TRANSLATION BY: Malraux
From the single "Let Go"

* Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta let go
Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta leave my past behind and let go
Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta be strong
You better know where you're going
and know where you're from
Better believe it baby, let's go...

kono mama wasurerarenakute
tojikomete wa irarenakute
fumikonja ikenai to wakattetemo
kono kimochi doushitemo gotta let you know
atsuku hageshiku ugoku jikan no naka de
hoshii yo kimi no heart, boy isshun demo

** kanawanai koi ni oboretemo kono mama
yume kara sametakunai CAN'T LET GO
wagamama demo ii
yuruganai ai ga koko ni hoshii yo

come one now baby, come on...

(RAP)
yeah, yeah, yeah...
subete no hajimari wa "Hey how you doin'?"
yeah, yeah, yeah...
futari me to me ga ai maku aketa SUTO-RI-
yeah, yeah, yeah...
soshite, deai to wakare ga SETTO ka no you ni
yeah, yeah, yeah...
toki wa tomari, soba ni inakutemo
I'm alright nante tsuyogari
demo tonari ni inai to kokoro itami
Just wanderin' if you feel the same onaji
kimochi na no ka tashikametakute maji
karamawari shite bakari ain't nobody demo
kowagarazu ni tazuna yurumete'kou
jiyuu tsukamu tame let go... I'm tellin' you
EGO wa kokoro no TERO...

so, just listen

amaku shizuka ni toki wa nagareteku noni
karada ga It's breaking apart boy doushite

*** kowaresou na kurai fuan ni naru dake
Oh why hitorijime shitaku naru no
nani mo iwazu ni
tada kimi no ai ga koko ni hoshii yo

* repeat

(RAP)
Love train... ni kakekomi jousha shita kedo
matte wa kurenai risou kara straight no chase
mou speed de genjitsu made run, run, run
tomaru koto nai tokei no hari
ichido dake tsukaeru MAJIKKU, unmei no kagi
love de gyakuten, azawarau logic
isoganai to Mr. Heartbreak might stay
makimodosu iroaseta kioku saisei

Tell me how to be free
Oh baby, oh baby
Will my heart be free
So tell me isshun demo

**, *** repeat

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The other side of love by m-flo loves Sister E
Romaji by: cori
From the single "Let Go"

*1 In my heart, I know I must be right
Darkest shadows will someday come to light
I've been down, but I can rise above
I keep searching for the other side of love

Looking for fun was just a game to me
Never knew what each lonely day would bring
Now I'm so tired of trying to run away
I've got to find a love that's here to stay

*2 In my heart, I know the day will come
We'll be laughing and dancing in the sun
What I've found has never been enough
I keep searching for the other side of love

I always heard that love's supposed to be
More than a word and more than just a dream
Someone to share your every joy and pain
Someone who's there for sunshine and the rain
　
She wanna take it to other side of love and I cannot deny this girl
She got somethin in her eyes you know that all I see is something hot!
It's like she play with fire
And if I tell you I don't care, then I'd be lyin'
Love it or leave it., the way she is it's like she gotta just
Have it or squeeze it... looking for love in all the wrong places
Help is needed... nobody taught her how to fly
Another sad story in another sad city, see why

I know what I see
I see exactly how it'll be
He'll be strong enough to be kind
He won't need to be tough to know he's mine

And I must believe what I feel
I'll feel it deep inside when it's real
And I know when day is done
He'll be so close to me that we'll be one
On the other side of love..

Girl, the first time we met was through some mutual friends and
I never thought of nothin' cuz you treated me like the rest of them
But you stepped to me,askin' for my phone mail
Takin 'bout you wanna send me pictures from the party
That's the start of the long tale supposed to be short-lived
Wanderin' if I should ever even have wrote this
Cuz you have celebrity status life and
I'm together with a girl soon to be my wifey
With every call and every talk,your feeling's got more strong,
I guess... I could tell from the look
She wanna take it to the other side(the other side)
Knowin' that it's gotta be a hell of a ride
She wanna take it to the other side(the other side)
Knowin' that it's gotta be a hell of a ride

*1, *2 repeat

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Cori's Jpop Lyrics Homepage 2003-2004

Man... tats it, confirmed i am diagnosed with fever and flu.. Its been a while since i got sick and so its my time to go sick. I am thankful its not chicken pox. Cos my bro got it. I tot i am gonna get it when i feel feverish all over. Anyway been trying to edit my blog to make it as original as possible.

A lot of improvement but still not i wanted. Gonna get rid of the fireballs soon. Wonder wat should i replace it with. And wat other things to add to my "extra" column.. Sometimes i really admire those ppl who can make their blog fun and interesting for the readers. Its like make them addicted to their blog and makes them comes back. Even if they dunr ead the entries at least they are having fun with games and polls and wat not..

Check out for more improvements. Till then i better get my rest.. Arghhh i am so tired.. feeling so weak.