Man...its almost the end of Oct... tat means Nov is approaching soon...I wonder if my frens would remember it.. Will i get presents?? Not tat i really am looking forward to it..?Cos its been like tat for the past years.. Sometime its fun to see other ppl giving suprises to the birthday boy/girl...See the smile carved on their faces n the excitement they get when they open their presents... All tat seems to have not existed for me anymore.. Sometimes when my bday comes i would jus go out by myself sometimes in my heart hoping i would get a surprise but i know better its jus not happening... Oh well...

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Now playing: *silverstein* - Bleeds No More
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I should be sleeping by now.. But dunno why i jus cant. so thus i am bloggin.. Wat luck.. 2 of my favourite shoes were stolen a few days agao.. there go my asics.. and my pointed white shoes.. Gonna missed wearing them.. I guess must be the nite cos am feeling a bit emo here.. was watching grey's anatomy and i am so touched with how strong the frens stand by each other.. especially when one of the fren loses his father to cancer.. The frenship is so strong.. i tot i had tat kind of frenship but i guess reality bites.. right now even those whom i called as my true frens are all bz with each other lives.. with each othere shinnanigins and wat not.. some got attitude prob some jus couldnt be bothered.. It jus make me realise how little frens i have.. those who come and claimed they re ur frens jus stay for a while before disappearing again..

Oh well guess tats how my life is going to be... jus cant rely anymore on those who say they are ur frens.. they are jus there while they think of u.. once forgotten forever left alone.. Sad but i have to accept my fate.. This raya i guess i wont be able to go visiting raya with my so called close frens whom have been together for years right till now.. its sad.. they have slowly disappearing..i miss them.. guess they never know how much they mean to me...

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Now playing: Faizal Tahir - Kasih Tercipta
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Raya tahun ini aku rasa amat meriah sekali walaupun ayahku tiada lagi.. namun dia selalu dalam ingatan ku.. Baiklah... minggu ku seperti biasa kalau tak kunjung - mengunjungi tak sah.. Semalaman beraya dgn kawan sekerja ku dari daerah timur sampailah ke barat.. Ish kejam celik kejam celik sampai rumah kul 1 pagi seh.. tu baru kata raya.. hehe hari ini lak selepas sedara aku siti kunjungi rumahku, kita kunjungi rumah pak cik ku yang dekat jurong east. Oleh kerana mak cik ku tak sihat, kita baduk kfc... yum yum.. heheh minggu depan open house lak.. weee.. eheh nak pakai baju warna apa lak eh hmmm..


Ini dia Ct Aloyah hehe.. Mdm dgn anak sedara dia.


Teng teng teng ni la cousins of the year.. Sweet nyer.. hehe


Dan mempersembahkan Hang Zaid dari sekutu malacca hehe.


Kalau nak tahu di sebelah kiri dan kana saya adalah bodyguard saya.. dun play play.


Yang ni lak eh.. hmm Isteri no 1 and no 2.. Ct Alwiyah dan Norfarhana bebeh..

First of all Selamat Hari Raya to all the ppl that knows me.. Its been a wonderful Hari Raya for me except tat on the day itself i fell sick.. First hit was the flubug.. Nevertheless it never breaks my spirit to go visiting with my family.. Tis year raya my whole family is present. My eldest brother and sister from Johor came down with their family.. My brother has 3 kids and my sister 5 so altogether 8 nieces and nephews.. Its really quite a bunch.. hehe

So with the mood of Hari Raya and feeling lousy at the same time, i went ahead with visiting.. i cant say much cos i am stil feeling drowsy.. i will jus upload the pics for now.. I guess i hold on till i cannot hold on.. now waiting for the clinic to open. its till early..

Had so much fun last fri.. went to Geylang with my cousins the ever so noisy and funny cousins.. As usual it was packed but nt so bad tat we cannot walkk.. must say ok ok la. Spent hrs and hrs looking for the perfect baju "telok blangah" for me finally got it.. Apart from tat look for flowers and other baju for my cousins and oh ya how can i miss out the food especially chicken kebab! fuh lazat. to cut story short went hme aat 3 cos after shopping went to sahur together at nearby 24 hr cafe.. hehe below are some pics i took of my funny cousins! wee



Then went out with SYG to catch Balls of fury. must say 3 out of 5 its hilarious alright but some part are jus pure lame. nevertheless another special time spent with u baby.. he he

Today went to Geylang after work again.. tis time ard was looking for a nice brooch to match my baju melayu, phew spent quite sometime there. surprisingly its so pack. maybe bcos only left with 11 more days befoer Haari raya!!! yay! cant wait!! still got so many things to kemas...