It was a great break so far.. Had so much rest and yet again tml the normal cycle repeats itself.. Gonna work work work. 2 weeks left and counting.. For CNY went out with my family and relatives at east coast. Was so shocked to see the beach crowded with ppl and countless tents.. Majority were malays.

But i do see chinese ppl here and there.. Man.. i jus dun understand with these chinese ppl. Its their new year and they take it as if its nothing.. Wats happening to the generations man.. Its terrible.. Dunno y i am pissed abt it though he he he. I just find them more and more westen already... They have lost their roots.. For mostt of them though..

Anyways valentines day is jus ard the corner and man.. wat a time for me to be broke.. as in literally broke. holes in the pocket.. Seriously i dunno how i am going to get something for u.. Sometimes it feels kinda hopeless to be in this state.. Haiz.. and i am a working man for goodness sake.. WIth my finances cut.. how am i suppose to plan a great Vday for u.. I am sure in a deep pit now.. Wat a let down.. I jus dunno how i can face the day.. i feel utterly useless... so useless.