ALONE
So many things happened for the past weeks. My brother finally got married. It has been a long tiring weekend for me as so many things to do and the part of cleaning the house.. Apart of tat it was great mingling with my cousins and all.. Been so long since everyone gather together.

But along come happiness come sadness as well. When u are always alone, every individual matters.. But my mom is the one who feels more depressed.. Bcos now when i am away to work she would be alone.. As matter of fact she jus told me she been crying these past few days whenever she is alone.. Gosh i jus dunno how to reply back cos honestly i can feel her sadness.. How i wish i could make her feel happy... But wat can i do.. Reality bites..

I am utterly speechless and deep down i feel as alone as she is.. Mom,, my biggest fear is to loose u.. Then i would be really alone.. Alone in this hse.. No one to wake me up.. no one to wait for me when i come home late.. and no one to joke ard with..

I know tat day would come its jus a matter of time... Sad..