I dunno y i am still awake at this hr when i should be sleeping.. all i can think of is u my dear.. u make me realise how real u r.. How real we are... True i been in love but not as deep as wat we are having now.. U show to me how diff u are from the rest.. Not those monkey love relationship or even those based soley for looks and a for the sake of having a title "attached"

U love me for me.. and i appreciate tat.. AS day passes my love for u grows stronger and stronger.. I am doin my best to keep the fire strong but at the same time i dun wan to be over doing it.. cos i am afraid if i do i would lose u.. Neither would i want to repeat my past mistakes.. i love u for who u r and wat u are.. a simple lacky and not too much skeletons in the closet..

I wish i could give u diamond and pearls yang.. when we go out how i wish i could foot the bill for the 2 of us.. but alas i cant due to my finance unstability. Sometimes i would want to jus spend without having to worry tat i wont have enuff.. i jus wan to splurge on myself but reality check it will never be possible.. haiz.. my life is miserable..i feel miserable below tis happy face i put up everyday..