Went out yest with my frens with a happy heart.. everything seems so perfect until i recieved the shocking new.. the dad whom disappeared from the family and left us with nothing but ourselves passed away..

Suprisingly when i heard the news i was not as upset maybe cos he was never part of my life ever since he left when i was 13.. ironically i was the first to see him leave and now he left forever..

The sadnness started to set in as the days cont on... All the memories of my childhood flashes back.. i jus cant describe the mixed of feelings tat he is gone forever.. All i can do now is jus pray for him... my feelings got so intense and i dunno why i can still go for a hair cut... now i really dun have a father...