Hmm now tat my career is on track, its time to ponder on serious relationship.. Ever wonder once u get the love from tat someone things are not going to be easy from there onwards.. I am referring to the obligations tat falls on ur shoulder automatically once u are an item..

U tend to think more abt how and wat would the other party feels.. u tend to do silly things u never tot u'd imagine u would ever do.. all those sacrifices jus to keep the other party happy... But how long can we do tat?? Tats a tough question even i cant answer tat..

For my case if i fail to make the other party, i would feel bad automatically even if its gonna be hard on me.. Ii would do my best to achieve.. some ppl might jus say dun be stupid.. but for me.. no matter how tough its gonna be i will do wat it takes to make the other party contented..

Haiz well not only tat u also tend to have other issues arousing. Like for an example can tat person be trusted? When u read the msges on tat person's phone and sees names u never seen b4 saying hi "hows ur weekend" and wat not. U tend to think hmm who the hell is tat and is there something fishy goin on here... Jealousy strikes..

Tats a gd thing isnt it to feel jealous. It could also means u care so much for this person..

Last but not least u tend to question urself sometimes.."Am i good enuff for him/her?" when u couldn't fufill ur part on certain circumstances would tat person try to find it from someone who could?? "haiz.. its confusing.. I do wan to do my best to make the other party happy. And of cos i am aware i cant do tat all the time..we r human afterall.

Jus tat wat i worry is if i cant do my part and satisfy the other party well.. would tat person leave me and walk away.. As much as i dun wan tat i know sometimes it couldnt be help.. but i tend to sail sidetrack for a while sometimes cos i know tat person is the ONE.. If possible i wan to paint more happy and enjoyable memories forever.. Once i made up my mind there is not turning back but to proceed on...i do want it to last as long as it can..i am tired of those puppy love n ppl getting hitched jus for the sake of the title and sex..