Today.. i didnt go to work.. though i woke up at 7am like i usually do.. i jus cant bring myself to go to work with this heavy heart.. so wat i did.. i left hme at 12 plus and i go to places where we were last with 2 weeks ago.. Went to city hall.. Walked up to the roof and stood there blank.. reminiscing the time where i waited for u up there while u were getting ready for ur performance on stage.. then i headed down to the ground floor and walk pass the drink stall where u bought drinks b4 we headed to the memorial tower to hang out with ur frens.. I am trying to let u go progressively.. by going to the places we were last with.. i am facing with my misery of losing u and trying to deal with it.. to make myself stronger.. Gradually i am not feeling as bad as yest..

Lonely i felt but i guess tats wat is fated of me.. Lonely..