Going thru today was the most hardest of all any normal days.. i slept at 4am last nite and ended waking up at 740am... and was suprise to see ur msg.. which i cant resist but to reply back. and from then on the xchanging of msg lasted for 2 hrs.. and now its really over.. u made up ur mind.. jus like tat.. today i spent at hme and thanks to murni bebeh for keeping me company and encouraging me.. tis when i really need someone to be there for me.... Still too many memories on my head tat i am trying to erase.. everything i do jus end up getting reminded of u.. looking at the clock in my bedroom reminds me of the clock in urs. and the time how we tidy up ur room together.. it was only like last weekend we had our dinner together with ur close frens... now but now.. tis sunday i am stuck home.. no more having to wait for ur call to go out or meet u...
i never feel tis much pain in my entire life.. it still feels so depressed no matter how much i try to put a brave front..