Ok i shall not talk abt how my 2006 has been i mean its over so no point talking abt the past.. Been a while since i last update tats bcos was thinking should i stop altogether.. Cos the more i write.. the more upset my entries would be.. abt me whining and complaining abt myself.. Am making myself vulnerable to those who dun even know me.. Or maybe its jus my pessimisim is talking...

Been working part time eversince the beginning of the new year it started off as a 2 weeks assignment but now they extended the project for another week..Basically the working place started off from me reporting to the warehouse at GlobalMax near Expo and from there deliver the IBM stuff to the Handover company situated at Techlink at Kaki Bukit. Ya if u notice depending where i stay its a hell of a journey to work.. Well wat to do need the money so must endure.. As if its not enough after delivering the products i need to verify the stuff and see if its right.. its messy i tell u cos it comes in pallets.. u know pallets where a piece of wood is stacked with carton of boxes.. Hard labour.. oh well..

Fir these 3 weeks i worked i notice how lonely i am.. My hp seldom rang.. It made me realise i am a loner huh.. Ppl tat i tot are my frens i guess are jus there temporarily.. I am jus a watcher?? Or another word the narrator in the movie.. U jus see the ppl ard u passes by... and reminiscence their presence for a while.. After tats done.. u r back to ur lonely life again..

I know i am afraid to be alone.. but i guess its my fate huh... i am jus a watcher...