Hmm i am back to square one now.. tats it k.. i am not expecting anything to happen.. Right now jus have to look forward and get tat bloody job... Wats the point of having a diploma.. Even havin a diploma its so hard to get a job.. Tis is my share of pain in life huh..

Being bugged abt my insecurities, my desire to find a perfect job.. Love.. well i dunno how tats coming.. i dunno... I am trying not to think so much abt all this.. Jus need to be stronger and deal with it.. Life is like a box of chocolate u'll never know wat u gonna get..

I may look happy in the outside but inside of me there is this sad boy who jus wish he could take the pain he is feeling away...

Sometimes i jus wan to go to a far away place and start a new life.. away from everyone i know.. Oh well i better not dwell so much.. Everything happens for a reason.. so watever the situation i am in now there is a silver lining somewhere... jus need to look harder..

Another cold night tonight.. Some how i jus feel like standing in the rain and soak myself wet.. Once done with tat i would then forget abt the problems i am stuck with now..