Staying at hme today and its a sat.. Not tat i dun wan to go out jus tat not enough to go out..Man.. anticipating my first pay is so heart wrenching.. In the meantime guess i should jus rot at home..

Have u ever wondered the meaning of havin real frens. Wats the meanin of Real Frens anyway? A fren should help out each other and always keep up with each other not only be there for the gd times but for bad times as well..How many times have we come across situation like u r in need of help but once u share it with ur frens they change the topic and talk abt something else instead or themselves.. Annoying right.

Guess there is not such thing as real frens huh.. Mostly are jus using each other for some selfish reasons whenever they feel lonely.. Using each other as an excuese so as not to be left out in tis world.. Annoying..

Tat apart.. Haiz i am jus bothered abt some stuff..First of all abt my cousin's issue. My closest cousin to be precise..Back then she was really in a desperate spot. And there is this fast way of making money tat is to use a person's name to buy handphones
u'll get paid by the no of lines u contract urself too.

So out of pityness i helped her.. And she promised once she sell her house which she eventually did she would terminate the no of lines tat she uses my name to buy. She terminated the lines but she never pay off the termination fees.. And tis is wat bothers me. The whole amt rise up to 1700.. And i have to pay it off monthly 300 bucks.. I feel sad.. My first pay i get i will have to set aside 300 jus to pay off tat bill.. It feels so unfair y should i be the one paying it. She should have settle the bill when she sold her house but no... she splurge the money out and now she is not only making herself in a deep shit but dragging me as well..

I have so many plans.. so many things i want to do but now i have to put my ideas to a halt..I wanted to enrol myself and get a motor license. i wanna get tat someone a nice present. a psp perhaps. i want to splurge on myself a bit.. but now...everything is screwed.. totally screwed.. I hate tis. i hate it!!