TO my dear beloved.. TIs entry is solely for u..I know its been quite sometime since we get together.. And we learn so much abt each other... There is a lot more for us in store. so many things to find out abt each other. Dun worry k my beloved cos i will be here every step of the way..

I may not be able to satisfy ur every needs but hey i am trying my best to be the one for u. Sometimes emotions gets the best of me too but i always make myself stronger by putting u and everyone first.

Right now my aim is to get a stable job.. a better paying job. Blame me for being ambition at times but hey i am a man afterall. I have my dreams. I want to lead a happy life with my family and u of cos. i want to take bike and car license and live in a nice house which i design myself.

I dun want to worry abt being shortage of money... Tats why i am trying so hard looking for tat stable job. Cos i deserve it. I struggle so much to gain my diploma and i want something standard to it. Ya i am stubborn tats my trait i wont give up once i set my mind.

So be patient with me. I will never neglect u even how busy i am. Tat is my vow to u. cos i dun wan u to feel lonely.. U r special to me u r the one i think abt when i wake up and the one i think before going to sleep. Dun mean to be mushy here i am jus pouring out my feelings for u. No matter wat dear i will make our relationship work. True i do get jealous sometimes when i get to know tat u r meeting up with new ppl and being so nice and layankan karenah mereka .. Hey at least i am being normal cos matair mana yg tak jealous if they know their own baby is going out with other guys and make new aquaintances. but i realise i dun have anything to worry abt cos i know u will know ur limitations. Its ok to meet and make frens but not more than tat. and i would do the same too..

And last but not least dear U cant please everyone so stop worrying whether tat person likes u or not. Wat matter most is u r happy with urself.. Take care my dear. dun work ur ass off till u neglect ur own health..Its not worth it..