Thursday, November 10, 2005,
Lets jus say a scenario with 3 parties. I call them "A", "B" and "C". "A" met "B" one day while was on a outing with "A" frens and they got to know each other from there.. Soon right after they meet up again and again. Had wonderful times together and "A" beginning to fall for "B". All along "A" wanted someone to love and be loved and due to its past failed relationships it was afraid to succumb to its own emotions. But as always "A" gather all the courage it can find to start over again aware tat it might get hurt again or not.
So there they were "A" and "B" having such a good time with each other enjoying each other company kissing each other on 2nd date everything felt so great so special. And one day "B" said to "A" tat it like "A". True enough "A" was feeling the same way but it did not express itself jus as yet.. Until one night "A" said "A" likes "B".. But its not as easy as "A" tot it would be..
"B" met with another person "C" whom happens to be almost everything "B" is. And as equally as special as "A" is.. Too good to be true.. So now "B" is in a difficult position. Could not decide whom to choose.. No doubt "A" is always cheerful and even to situations like tis "A" plays its cards well.. Deep down "A" wanted things to work with "B" but since there is another party involve now "A" is unsure.. "A" is beginning to feel the chemistry with "B", it enjoys every single moment they spent. The telephone conversations, the stupid jokes they both shared and all.
It jus saddens "A" a bit tat maybe it should jus hold itself back and let "B" go with "C". Anything to see "B" happy and saves it the trouble of trying to make a decision of whom to choose..Maybe "A" is jus not fated to be loved..Its jus complicating.. So wat will it be..remain as a fren? or something more? Well its not entirely "A" decision. It lies with "B" too with wat it wants...
If its for the best.. "A" will jus keep these to itself and remain nonchalant abt it.. Cos it does'nt want to put pressure on "B"..
11/10/2005 02:11:00 PM