Ok.. for the past few days i've been so emotionally down.. Heck its getting a bit out of hand.. So now i have decided. I am not gonna be bothered anymore. So wat if i am In a terrible state now.. I am not gonna be like tis forever cos i wont let it.. Wat i need now is luck and perserverence. I need to look things on the brightside. Come on Zaid u've been thru worst times than this.. So wat if ur financial status is clipped at the moments. Jus need to keep on searching for tat opportunity.

Remember the one who gives up before the battle ends is a sore loser.. and u r far from being a loser. Tat aside.. And to my beloved. Well u know i know how i feel towards u..Jus be patient with me and i am sure we can work things out. Cos to me being in a relationship is all abt compromising with the situations. If the situation gets tough we should be tougher. So yea i am definitely feeling better abt myself. Hope it stays tis way for as long as it could..