U know.. Thank you guys for the encouragment tat u guys are showing me.. I really really needed tat extra push. I know its not a big deal to be a model moreover its jus an audition. But i've always wanted to be one.. wonder how cool it would be trying new clothes, different styles all the time its jus filled with so much fun..

Guess one problem tat has been hindering me from trying out to be one is my self esteem.. I have extremely low self esteem..U might have known tat by reading my previous post. Though i may look strong on the outside but i am honestly shaking inside.Tomorrow would be the day. Man.. jus thinking abt it give me butterflies in my stomach.

I still cant think of wat to wear. Heck i dunno wat will i be asked to do. Its getting a bit nerve racking. But no i need to compose myself. Watever comes tomorrow i jus try my best. True i know nuts abt posing and such but hey there is always the first time to everything. I jus hope i wont make a fool of myself. And if i dun get it then its ok cos at least i give it a try. Like a fren once told me. "DON'T B PULLED DOWN BY THE FEAR OF DISSAPOINTMENT" "YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE UNTIL YOU FAIL"
So tats it. I am going to face the music tomorrow. Wish me luck.