Am i DreAming

I pinched myself 3 times when i recieved a reply from a modelling agency asking me to come down for an audition this Wednesday.. I dunno what got into me tat i sent my photos to this modelling agency. I was jus fooling around cos i was telling myself dun think they will reply back cos first of all i dun have the height nor much looks to offer. Or am i underestimating my charm jus like Shahrizan once told me..

So now i am like ecstatic! Beyond believe i am given an opportunity to try out to be a model. Being a model was one of my dream. I am still in dsibelief.. ha ha. I jus wonder wat will they ask me to do during the audition cos i am nuts abt modelling and posing and all. Totally clueless!

Man.. wat am i getting myself into. I need to search for that inner courage and confidence. Honestly i nevre liked the way i look.. Always suffering from the self - inferiority complex syndrome. Thus all my life i've been shying away from taking pics. Even at home u can browse thru all the photo albums. U will only see a few pics of me and tats it.. Maybe having a goodlooking brother gives me the pressure. Well this is the chance for me to prove to myself that i can do this. No more feeling badly of myself. Its time i give credits to myself. I am jus wondering wat will i be asked to do during the audition ha ha. Hopefully i wont make a fool of myself now.. Anyway i am suppose to paint the house today but looks like its gonna be delayed till my brother pass me the money. So far already bought most of everything yesterday. Went to Geylang to look for curtains and i chose a green organza curtain tat would blend well with the paint color tat i chose yellowish gold. Blue carpet will go well with the dark parquet ceramic flooe and wooden furnitures. Bought a lot of kuihs. Now i jus cant wait to put everything up and decorate the house!! So looking forward to tat.