Baby...
Thank you...
Thank you for being with me..

Loving me like i love u unconditionally..
U endured my sulky moments..
U endured my mood swings..

Spending every moment of my life
Like there is no one elses in urs..
U see thru my imperfections..
And make it my least problems..

Its us against the world baby..
Me and u.. together..
when i am with u i feel unbreakable..
Mer ci boku baby..
Je'taime..

Guess wat.. tot i was going to work today and boy how funny fate can turns the event around.. U see normally i would be vigilant and sharp. So there i was boarding the bus i tot tat would take me to dover mrt so tat i could take the train to work. Guess again.. This guy has taken the wrong bus and i ended up at nus! ha ha ha silly me. How on earth could i boarded the wrong bus..

My watch was showing half past 8 man.. and i was suppose to start work at 830.. So wat to do.. i took the bus back and ended where i started. Right at my house bus stop. Knowing its too late to go to work i took the day off..

Wee.. i must say its a beautiful beautiful morning!! The sun's ray fill up my bedroom warming up the atmosphere. To top it up the morning breeze blows into my room lifting up the curtains tats hanging by my window..

Wat a good way to top up the morning with a soapy valentines movie tats showing on hbo.Auww jus makes me melt.. The movie is so romantic. Makes me misses my lover so much. Wouldn,t it be nice if we could get up side by side the one we love and peck a kish on the forehead and watch them still sleepin.. Watch the allure face peaceful and calm.. I love u baby.. Seriously i dunno how to survive this Valentine's day. Such a wrong time for me to be finacially low. As in holes in the pocket..

Since i wont be able to do wat i wanted to do. Might as well i write it out.. I woudl of course dress to kill oops i mean to impress. The most impt thing must look dashing cos i want my love to remember me at my best..Next i would want to suprise with a gift tat my love has been talking abt. i know there's a lot but of course i would get the one i can afford.. After wrapping it as beautifully as i could i would hide it from my love. next i would bring out my love on a cruise at the cable car.. the one tat has dinner served on it.. jus the 2 of us in the car.. Set with a candle lit dinner and a view of the sea and city. tat jus top up the evening. and the best part of able to snuggle and kiss with each other.. Tats how i would want to do for my Vday....

It was a great break so far.. Had so much rest and yet again tml the normal cycle repeats itself.. Gonna work work work. 2 weeks left and counting.. For CNY went out with my family and relatives at east coast. Was so shocked to see the beach crowded with ppl and countless tents.. Majority were malays.

But i do see chinese ppl here and there.. Man.. i jus dun understand with these chinese ppl. Its their new year and they take it as if its nothing.. Wats happening to the generations man.. Its terrible.. Dunno y i am pissed abt it though he he he. I just find them more and more westen already... They have lost their roots.. For mostt of them though..

Anyways valentines day is jus ard the corner and man.. wat a time for me to be broke.. as in literally broke. holes in the pocket.. Seriously i dunno how i am going to get something for u.. Sometimes it feels kinda hopeless to be in this state.. Haiz.. and i am a working man for goodness sake.. WIth my finances cut.. how am i suppose to plan a great Vday for u.. I am sure in a deep pit now.. Wat a let down.. I jus dunno how i can face the day.. i feel utterly useless... so useless.

Yest my oldest bro came from jb with his nephew. Last week i bought this 26 inch lcd tv and man i was so happy.. Now my room is almost complete. I have my queen size bed, my own hi-fi dvd player. I decorate the room to my taste.. Am so happy wee! So now i am short of a psp and ps3 or xbox 360 either one.

One funny thing happened last sat my bro called and said the new tv is not working, It does'nt seem to switch on.. I was so sad cos i tot how can it be.. I jus got it less than a week. Then my older bro figured out there is a main switch below the tv.. My 2nd brother must have had toggled the switch by mistake he he he. And he said the cable must have short circuit.. he he Was so happy we managed to make it work again.. Now i havee a lcd in my own comfort..

Cant wait to start my new job.. Gonna be more challenging and bigger better pay woohoo.. First time hitting above 2 k salary.. Finally i manage to land myself in that kind of pay... Sgt sgt bersyukur.. Hopefully my life now become more smooth and fullfiling.