Went out yest with my frens with a happy heart.. everything seems so perfect until i recieved the shocking new.. the dad whom disappeared from the family and left us with nothing but ourselves passed away..

Suprisingly when i heard the news i was not as upset maybe cos he was never part of my life ever since he left when i was 13.. ironically i was the first to see him leave and now he left forever..

The sadnness started to set in as the days cont on... All the memories of my childhood flashes back.. i jus cant describe the mixed of feelings tat he is gone forever.. All i can do now is jus pray for him... my feelings got so intense and i dunno why i can still go for a hair cut... now i really dun have a father...

I have just taken a shower.. a cold one though. Been a while since i took a cold shower. all bcos my sunburnt skin is starting to peel. but then the skin feels so smooth hehe. i like.. anyway been a relaxing week. dun have to rush so much tis time around. and saturday i dun have to come back to work. phew.. finally i can wake up late. I am oretty sleepy man..but i am forcing myself to stay up a little bit more.. cant bare to jus waste the nite like tat.. Oh ya for those tat doesnt know.. i dyed my hair.. DIY. dunno wat got into me but one night i jus headed down to watson and bought myself a blonde gatsby hair color dye. At first the outcome seems weird.. wat do u expect.. first time so i am not used to it.. now right i feel like a mat.. ha ha.. oh well below is the pic... I look like crap though haha with my sleep eyes and all and after a shower.. till the next update.

Thank u CB gang.. i had a great weekend.. Jus the break i needed.. Never i tot i would enjoyed myself so much.. but now i am stuck with sunburn! argh,, on my forehead and my shoulders. and when i see myself in the mirror my shoulders and face looks kinda red.. ouch,, no choice tml wear sleeveless to work... he he.. love u guys.. nassir u sure am the light of the party.. love u guys so much,, once again thank u for a lovely outing.. still have to get the presents for the bday girls hehe.