Ok i shall not talk abt how my 2006 has been i mean its over so no point talking abt the past.. Been a while since i last update tats bcos was thinking should i stop altogether.. Cos the more i write.. the more upset my entries would be.. abt me whining and complaining abt myself.. Am making myself vulnerable to those who dun even know me.. Or maybe its jus my pessimisim is talking...

Been working part time eversince the beginning of the new year it started off as a 2 weeks assignment but now they extended the project for another week..Basically the working place started off from me reporting to the warehouse at GlobalMax near Expo and from there deliver the IBM stuff to the Handover company situated at Techlink at Kaki Bukit. Ya if u notice depending where i stay its a hell of a journey to work.. Well wat to do need the money so must endure.. As if its not enough after delivering the products i need to verify the stuff and see if its right.. its messy i tell u cos it comes in pallets.. u know pallets where a piece of wood is stacked with carton of boxes.. Hard labour.. oh well..

Fir these 3 weeks i worked i notice how lonely i am.. My hp seldom rang.. It made me realise i am a loner huh.. Ppl tat i tot are my frens i guess are jus there temporarily.. I am jus a watcher?? Or another word the narrator in the movie.. U jus see the ppl ard u passes by... and reminiscence their presence for a while.. After tats done.. u r back to ur lonely life again..

I know i am afraid to be alone.. but i guess its my fate huh... i am jus a watcher...

Its 2007! So i am going to start a new beginning now.. Had a new hair cut yest and now am working part time all the way till 15 jan since its a 2 weeks temp assignment. though its short at least i get to earn some cash and repay those i borrowed from when i was really tide down. My resolution for this year.. Is to find a stable career and stay on for long and build my life step by step. Get bike license, apply for citizenship since i am a PR though i was born here. Then save as much as i can so tat when my brother get married and move out i would have enough to support my mom as well as the flat utilities expenses..

I am going to work hard.. I dun wan to be sad anymore. I will have a hold of my own life now and slowly bring myself back on track...Gd Luck to myself. Oh ya i wan to get my hp earpiece which cost 68 bucks. Been 2 mths now since it got spoiled..